Why

Sometimes i don't know why i bother.

I seem to be someone you talk to whenever you're bored and have nothing better to do.
You say you care for me loads and that i'm your favourite person, but most of the time you completely forget i exist and don't talk to me? I don't understand.
You don't check my messages for hours even though you're online doing other things, and i don't understand why.

If you don't want to talk to me why can't you just tell me instead of playing the ignorance card and avoiding me? Ergh.

I don't even know what to think of this whole situation anymore.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know if i can take this.
I don't know if i can deal with all this shit.

Fucks sake.