I'm not really sure how to deal with today.
To be honest, i don't really know what i'm doing.
My medication ran out without me knowing and i haven't had any since Friday night now and don't get them until tomorrow and i'm sososo on edge.
I didn't realise how much they were helping again since they doubled my dose but now i don't have them i realise how much i depend on them which is really fucking scary.
Also i think things are going cock up with Claudia as she's just admitted she doesn't want to get serious with me because she's got other things to focus on and i 100% understand and respect that but it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt like fuck.
I really thought this was going to work out and be good and i'd finally have something to be happy about.
Idk all i'm really looking forwards to at the moment is Lynsey coming up and having a week where i can forget about everything.
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