Sigh.

I miss you.
Well no, i miss a lot of things. A hell of a lot of things.

I miss Rosie and her big smile which makes you want to smile right back at her. I miss her hugs and how she makes me feel so safe. I miss how we can just sit in silence and not be awkward. I just miss everything about her.

I miss Lynsey, i haven't talked to her since Wednesday since she went to Download and it feels so odd after about a month of talking every day. I hope she's having a good time and is still alive and stuff and aaah. I've text her a few times to check up on her but she hasn't replied so little old me is worrying as always.

I miss Claudia. I want it to be that Wednesday again. There are so many things i'd do differently. I wouldn't be so shy. I wouldn't take about an hour to find the guts to hold her hand. I would have kissed her goodbye and made her realise how much i appreciate her.

I miss Chloe and how hyper she is and i miss making weird food with her. I miss sitting and taking the piss out of peoples gifs and copying them and taking ugly selfies. I just miss hanging out.

I miss Roshan and her pretty little face. I miss fraping her and turning everything into Nigel Thornberry. I miss eating far too much food, and then fitting in icecream. I miss watching really odd lesbian films with her. I miss watching the mighty boosh and singing along and i just miss everything about her. I miss talking to her loads and i can't wait for monday to be over and done with so her last exam is over and she has no more revising to do!

I miss a lot more, but i don't want to bore whoever actually reads this. Apparently someone from Indonesia? I don't know how you found me but hey!

But yeah. Sitting in feeling sorry for myself because i'm also ill and exhausted so i might aswell make myself feel even more emotionally shit too! Wahey.