Tuesday, 4 June 2013

Ignorance.

People seem to do this thing to me recently..
We'll talk a lot for a while, become really good friends, ect.
Then one day. They just start ignoring everything you say. See what you've sent. Don't reply.
Or when they do reply, they seem really blunt and end the conversation.

Now i don't know if this is just me and the way i perceive things because i always think negatively, or i genuinly do something wrong after a certain period of time to put people off.

I guess most people leave in the end. Most people don't care really. Most people just want to talk to someone for a short time when they're bored and nothing else is happening in their lives.

I don't even know where i'm getting with this. I know it's ME seeing it the wrong way.
I know people have lives.
I know i shouldn't expect people to be always there for me just because i'm always there for them.
What do i do with my life at the moment?
Sit at home? Watch shit daytime TV? Rant on here and tumblr and stalk everyone to make sure they're okay so i don't have to talk to them and bother them?

Yeah.
That's what i do.
I don't study.
I don't revise.
I don't work.
I don't go out.
I don't do anything.

I'm not busy like them.
Sort yourself out Sam.
You're going to push everyone away.

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