Lynsey came up Wednesday night and we just sat and chilled and talked for a bit and it was lovely. We went to sleep 'nosing' haha. (Sleeping nose to nose) and it was cute and comforting.
Thursday we were meant to go on a picnic but it started raining so we stayed inside and ate instead and took hundreds of pictures. It was more fun than it sounds, promise ;)
Then that night we got ridiculously drunk whilst watching Kill Bill. We took so many drunken gifs and the weirdest video and then sat and cried to Waterloo Road together. Which then leaded to sad cuddling, which then leaded to.. Hahahahhahaa.
Friday i was ridiculously hung over but i managed to get over it and we went to Leeds anyway. We got the bus to tropical world and took loads of photos then too and Lynsey cried at how cute the monkeys were ;) we had a walk around Leeds after that and spent far too much money on icecream and drinks ect because it was sososo warm.
After watching American Pyscho we had an early night and had to be up at 5am to get to the train station for her train home. I really didn't want her to leave because she is wonderful and i just feel so comfortable and confident around her and that's a really rare thing for me. I waved her off at the train station and burst out crying before i could even get back through the ticket gates because i'm a massive saddo.
I love her to bits and, i'm not going to lie, in some ways i wish she was single (well she is, but not mentally i don't think..) and interested in me because she makes me so ridiculously happy and i feel like i can be myself around her. I know i can.
Although i ridiculously like her though i'm not going to dwell on that, if something happens it happens, but i'm not expecting anything, and i won't act differently to her because she doesn't feel the same.
I just feel like i've spent the last few days with one of the most amazing people i will ever meet
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